tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-80913461435674218622011-07-30T23:02:35.025-07:00MISSY PRINCESSnoreply@blogger.comBlogger31100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8091346143567421862.post-15144757789145930092009-06-07T05:20:00.001-07:002009-06-07T05:27:09.303-07:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">Hello all.</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_fhMCb2FgB7M/Siuwsp3dxBI/AAAAAAAALps/_yPFbjHIkbE/s1600-h/IMG_1516.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_fhMCb2FgB7M/Siuwsp3dxBI/AAAAAAAALps/_yPFbjHIkbE/s400/IMG_1516.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5344559664004449298" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Sunday's here. </span>Sighs, the holidays just seem to pass quicker &amp; quicker. <span style="font-style: italic;">Had a pretty rough morning today </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">):</span> Slept till around 4pm. I'm not meeting boyfriend today. And didn't meet him yesterday either. He was celebrating his friend's birthday. <span style="font-weight: bold;">Anyw, happy birthday ChewMing. </span>Hmm. I'll just.. pray for all my troubles to go away. Mayb not holding on so tightly is a better option. Den i don't seem so possesive. Anyws, I've dance tmr, @ 8pm. My mom's coming back tmr i guess. Hate it when i've so lil time with my boyfriend, and someone who's just damn it biased to tht girl he likes.<br /><br /></span>Bye.<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8091346143567421862-1514475778914593009?l=missyprincess-pure.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>MISSY PRINCESSnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8091346143567421862.post-69135804583614580682009-06-06T03:26:00.000-07:002009-06-06T03:37:39.479-07:00Yesterday, baby told me tht his feelings had faded. I heard it, i cried like mad. I never thought he would say this to me. I never lost feelings for him. Probably cos i was kinda busy in school, so i neglected him. I'm sorry bee. I know i'm wrong. Just tht everytime i wanna admit tht i'm wrong, you'll continue on and on and on until i just got no mood to alr. In fact on friday, i decided to change to be better . i text him everything, wht i was doing and all..... he came back, telling me i'm no longer his very loved one. Im not precious to him anymore. I can't believe this. even now as i'm writing this, tears are falling. How did my boyfriend who loved me so much just lost feelings for me like tht? On friday (ytd) he behaved like a totally different person. Cold, uncaring... no matter what i did to try to lighten the mood, it didnt seem to work. what was i supposed to do. Chew Ming's birthday, even shermaine who is NOT cm's gf anymore is going. Bee just didnt even ask me if i want to go. Throughout ytd i really felt unloved. I felt so stupid doing so many silly actions to try to make him happy. I feel mayb i should just give up. Afterall, he doesnt love me anymore. I always dont know how tessa feels when jam doesnt love her anymore. To think i'll get this chance to actually feel, how my boyfriend NOT love me. I thought he was the only one in this world tht would love me even if no one else did. Turns out to be tht he......... is just someone normal, same as anyone else. But he's so special to me. why? Shld i forget him? I feel so hurt ....... so........... insecure. idk what to do................. ): his feelings are fading for me. I cant bear to see him with another girl. REALLY CANT. he doesnt love me anymore. what am i to do? he was never once like tht. comfort me awhile only shout at me alr. pekcek with me. i mean... u just told me you lost feelings. am i supposed to laugh? when i heard it i was so sad. i cried uncontrollably. he told me " if i know u like tht i dun tell u alr " . this alrdy proves he doesnt love me. Stop bluffing ureself tms. why would he continue loving you? he has got his friends... family... he seems happier talking to cm on the phone, den talking to me in real life. Am i tht a failure? he seems irritated at the slightest thing i do, like washing his house cup. also for his benefit, in case im sick.. he said im ridicuous. sighs. God help me. I love him.<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">He doesnt love you anymore, Tan Ming Shuang.<br />He doesnt love you anymore, Tan Ming Shuang.<br />He doesnt love you anymore, Tan Ming Shuang.<br />He doesnt love you anymore, Tan Ming Shuang.<br />He doesnt love you anymore, Tan Ming Shuang.<br />He doesnt love you anymore, Tan Ming Shuang.<br /><br />Stop crying.<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8091346143567421862-6913580458361458068?l=missyprincess-pure.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>MISSY PRINCESSnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8091346143567421862.post-48096896845417762762008-05-30T07:24:00.001-07:002008-05-30T07:25:05.577-07:00MING SHUANG HAS MOVED~!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8091346143567421862-4809689684541776276?l=missyprincess-pure.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>MISSY PRINCESSnoreply@blogger.com0